Sunday, July 08, 2007
11:24 AM
[ My dad piss on me.. ]
Its Sunday.. again.. Cloudy skies and humid day.. Weather like this can cook an egg on an concrete floor.. Guess the siren at tekong rang again.. My room stinks of fish cause i blog right after i came home..
Yes i dont like my dad but that dislike turn into hate recently.. Never know why.. Its bad to curse yer dad from behind.. But my dad is one fucking selfish bastard whom i hate more and more..
He is selfish.. Why? Cause all he cares is himself alone..
Me: " Oie i wanna go home, send me home..."
Dad: "Oh.. you meeting someone later?"
Me: "I want to go home.."
Dad: "wah.. So early and you wanna go home already? Later then go home."
Me: " I go liaoz.."
Then i went home straight.. This situation happens almost every week end and all i did is diam diam and listen to what he says.. Its a small matter to some of you but if you were like me you will do the same too..
Cause almost every weekend parents always quarrel in the market.. Then this morning they had a fight then two hours later another fight and then after an hour fight again.. FUCK IT MANZ.. I cannot take that shit anymore so i just went home..
I remember when i was in Secondary sch after 10.30 i will be home then slowly it turns 11.00 and then 11.30.. I really dont mind staying till 11.30 or even 12.. But the fight between them is just so fucking unbearable that i have to leave that stinking piece of crappy shit hole immediately..
I sure do know my dad stupid attitude.. When i ask him fer cash he gives me the stupid look and keeps asking this and that what the fuck? Brother.. 10 20 bucks why ask so much? Somemore 20 bucks cant even last the whole day fer me..
When its time to ask him fer my pay.. He kept pushing away trying to pay me back other day.. Although sometimes he forgets i dont blame him.. But cant he be more responsible? Haiz.. I hate to ask him fer money so i rather werk fer him..
The worst part is his kindness of repay is like buy you food and lots of food.. Food food food.. My foot ar.. Buy me a car la or even better still buy me something i can use.. I will feel better sia..
How come he cannot be considerate and think of others ner? Like i think of my parents my mom and my "i dont quite like" dad.. Cause i dont want them to be tired so i help them in any way i can..
Considerate as in "Hey, are you tired? Come on i'll give you a ride home.."
Woah! i never heard that from him like since i was born? I think i must be dreaming..
Hes selfish and keeps earning money and drags people to werk fer him.. So what if he pays the bills and even pay people to werk fer him like me and mom?
Come on be realistic hes so sick man!!! Coz he never thought of
"Hmmm.. Ive got a great kid and a good wife, maybe i will give them abit more this month or maybe we all can have a break this weekend and go out as a family!"
NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
REAL HIM : " WTF? This month's revenue are getting down.. Shit! got to pay my stupid kid and blood sucking wife again.. How i wish i can take a break and leave my job fer my wife and kids.. Guess we cant get free for everything dont we?"
I agree that money is everything.. Its the first thing in life for all of us.. But somethings just cant be subsitute with money alone.. Thats why i dont trust money coz its the devil! The currency fer Saturn.. Yes let us all go into the church and pray hard while we starve ourselves to death.. Shagg.. What a day to start the ball rolling with.. Guess i will just leave home early ba.. Felt so sick staying here..
