Thursday, June 28, 2007
7:53 PM
[A Day Of Disappointment]
Everyday is very the same day for me everyday.. My life is shut away from the world outside my doorsteps thankfully i have my friends to guide me along my life.. Whether in the past or present my friends are getting getting lesser each day.. And just todae i just lost another friend, a nice friend.. I guess no one will really care about its absence or not ba.. Anyways its just another story, to me i dont bother it much too..
Here comes the boring part.. Disappointed each and everyday.. rather then hoping, i rather give up.. With you or not life still have to go on, the sad part is you just destroyed the nice sand castle that we've built right before you go.. Guess theres no point holding back since nothing matters to you anymore..
I guess everything thing is gone and gone means it will never be back again, let us all pretend and pretend we shall.. Who shall be the pretenders and who shall be pretending? Its too vague.. too vague to see whats right and whats wrong.. I guess only the pretending will know the answer..
Well.. I dont even know what im writing too.. All ive know is whats done cant be undone and the solution is nothing except to pretend.. Let us all pretend that no ones is there, pretend you never knew anyone and pretend you are my friend which had already gone..
Maybe sometime you may think that " I had enough! Its time that im going to do something just for myself and myself alone!".. Doing things for yourself is right but doing it in the expense of hurting others is definately wrong.. To me wrong is wrong and right is right..
Eg: I dont have money i want money and i want it now! Do you kill people for money or you work for it?
Maybe it isnt right for anyone to reprimand people of thier mistakes but God made every one of us with one big brain and two ears so that we can hear what others sae and think about it.. One mouth is to talk less and ten fingers to type more! Anyways im sick of it and im giving up so dont bother to think about it coz no one will bother too..
*Trying to understand one person is hard but trying to understand a whole bunch of people is much much much harder.. Whatever you plan to do, never be a burden to others, never let others worry and never let people around you get hurt..
Till the end its still spare a thought fer others and stop being selfish..
