Saturday, June 23, 2007
1:31 AM
[ Clear night sky ]
After days and hours of gaming finally took some time off and clear up whats suppose to be done ^.^.. Since i didnt blog fer a long time i decide to blog now.. loLZ~
Acutally i also dont know what to blog also.. These few daes havent gotten any real sleep dark circles getting darker and larger le..
Sianz.. Last nite i had a strange and scary dream.. Dreamt abt alone dont know where and found afew friends which i cant remember, then only think i can remember is the scene, scary dream about zombies and ghost around me.. Scary wor.. Dont know how come got this kind of dream..
Recently something caught me just before i sleep, and its a question and a sentence.. It goes like this..
"Theres alot of things i wanna tell and listen, somehow i feel that everything seems pointless now, cause the time had past so long that anyone could remember. Even theres a chance given, its still useless against time itself.."
Those words kept ringing in my ears every night before i fall asleep these daes.. Following on i had a crazy idea of what could ive done if i could go back in time..
Then the first stop will maybe 1965 ba.. Wannna see my mom and dad young face loLZ~.. Then it will be 1990 to see all my friends de face.. hehe.. Maybe at the final stop.. I will go to my life and save things that i will regret the most.. But on second thought i felt that its pointless as even you could save it once twice but could you save it forever? So lets just learn from our mistakes and try not to let it happen again ba..
*Seriously the same mistakes will definately occurs but its just so god damn hard to prevent it.. Thats why people keep making their same mistakes over and over again coz its just life and people do fall for it.. Maybe we should just learn keep learning from our mistakes and no more.. Even its the same mistake just keep learning and learning and repeating and repeating ba.. NiteZ