Wednesday, August 17, 2005
1:06 AM
God.. Everything is lost, one week of hard work and sleepless nites.. With one sec of dc and one second of relog things just went back to that time again.. Right at that very moment when relog my mind was empty dont even know where to start or where to go.. Haiz.. Finally i thought im getting somewhere when all of a sudden im being fark by gaming.. Worst im going crazy again what im i gonna do tomorrow? Where am i going to go? So fark tub right now.. Guess im going back drinking and slack until the next online gathering starts again..
Hate to let my mind roam around thoughts
Pause right at that time where everthing shattered
Forget the feeling the touch the smell
Let the past turn back till the time we never start
And never will we be back to now
Tired, sick and fark tub, just when ive started to forget and now shit comes back again..
