Thursday, October 14, 2004
4:29 AM
Today after school when going fer wsop in sch, bee and i walking to 923..but..i ask her whether wanna take lift or stairs but she saes lift so took lift..as the lift opened i took the first step to the 3rd floor and the gers toliet door opened..and i saw her.. fer that moment everything went blank....i stared at her she stared at me..and theres nothing i can do but to smiled at her...after i smiled i just walked back to 923..
Fer the rest of the dae i..saw the clouds...and think that everything was meant to be..fated..things was meant to be..no matter how you run you just cant escape it..i've tried but in the end fate still made us back together again..the bond...is strong..even its just a split second..everytime i tried to escape by burying myself in books..but till i saw you right in the eyes..i kept thinking was i really wrong???
Just came back writing all this stuff..abit seh..cause went to drink but still awake..my bro YT told me all the stuff liaoz i was sad really sad..he did not planned to tell me.. but in the end he told me all..i was totally broke down..we talked at tanjong pager till 4am..Why!!! why did you did all these??? though we are not close as ever but i still feel the pain..Its all my fault...and im really sorry..so sorry....
so sorry...
